(Source: darklightcomeshine, via loveinvioletblood)
Fuck it..
Fuck your dreams..
Fuck your goals..
Fuck your hopes..
Fuck your love..
….Just..Fuck it.
…Move on.
Why the FUCK can’t i listen to myself.
Why do i still care..
Why do i still hold on to you..
Why can’t i do what i need to do..
…Closure?
…Hiatus?
How’s about a bullet in my face
…a razor on my wrist
…this is not a suicide note..
…just the only way i truly can let go
…fuck it
I’m In Heaven Right Now!!
that’s right, i said it! im in an imaginary place made up by dick faces with whistles..
ANYWAY! in my possession, i have a wawa hoagie and a raspberry tea… that combination alone is enough to make a man go crazy with mouthgasm. but! on top of that! im watching The Shining with 2 of my really close friends, with a guitar next to me. :DDD i haven’t been this happy in a while! :D
Fuckin Kandy Kakes..
i was so fucking hype when i walked in my kitchen earlier to see a huge box of kandy kakes. i then decided to tease myself when the amazing treat until i finished cooking my chicken. half way through, i couldn’t fucking take it anymore, so..i reached to get one.. here’s the thing. i opened the box, and there’s two boxes inside of that.. like what kinda of dick sat there and thought of that.. couldn’t you just put them all in one box? no, instead i have to open another goddamn box.. which, just… isn’t feasible to me.. (i think that’s the right word xD)
so long story short, i had to do waaaayy to much work for a goddamn kandy kake, which, dont get me wrong it was worth it. i just think they could of made it not as douchey to get that kandy kake..
I’m so fucking musically frustrated right now.. I’ve been waiting patiently for those special people to fill that empty hole in my life.. and noone I’ve met wants to play my style of music or willing to give everything up to play music. I also kinda blame me for being so fuckin lazy, I ruined a golden chance to play with MiW and I should be able to make your jaw drop by now, but the motivation isn’t there at all.. I guess I’m saying I need those special people to MAKE me be known in the slightest.. I mean, let’s face it, the only thing I’m remotely close to good at is playing music and hanging out and surviving on little to nothing…I guess ima just keep trying harder and harder until I break, then get back up and do it again..
If you read this, thank u alot and any words of wisdom are greatly appreciated. :\
First Blog :D
So..i finally made me one of these, im still a n00b so bare with xD
i mean, noone’s gonna read this.. but if thou does def message me so we can talk or whatever! there will be better posts eventually, like i said, bare with lol
